Tuesday, October 12

this is me, standing right in front of your face.

i don't have feeling over things that i had achieved till now. seriously, numb. other people look extremely happy with what they had already got in their hand, nahh. not me. Yet, i don't know why.

i feel lame sick to the fact that i have to leave him for two years...
lameS I C K. 
reality is pain. yeah i know that. 
we can play around and run our imagination wild but in the end reality is killing me.. 
i need my drugs.